It’s been a though few months regarding my partner for patience learning. It still doesn’t seem to me like any of us has learnt any patience at all but I’ve surely grown. I’ve grown to a point where I understand that the way I see things isn’t the way the other person sees them and that there isn’t much I can do to show them my point of view, especially if I look at things from a spiritual side while the other one has no clue about these things.
I’ve been trying to stop contact with this person for the past 4 months and nothing really works because every time I back off he comes chasing and we’ve been playing this game on and on. I’ve always thought it’s easy to let someone go and just ignore the fact that he/she ever existed. I did it before and it was so simple but this time, with all the spiritual awakening I’ve gone through things are different. They are different because I look at the situation from so many point of view, and I rely a lot on what’s being transmitted to me by my spiritual guides. Logic says “stay away, this situation doesn’t bring you any happiness”, my spiritual side comes in saying “he is not ready yet” and then the dreams. Oh, the dreams again that won’t help me let go. I’ve been asking for guidance during my sleep and help to resolve anything that I can’t fix in 3D. And there he is, haunting my dreams and the dreams of people around me, that don’t even know him. And I’m talking about 4-5 dreams a weeks. Well how is that supposed to work with the letting go part when I wake up every day wondering what on Earth all this could be? What’s with this energy? What’s with the dreams?
Let’s add to that the fact that my meditations are interrupted by his energy that’s always communicating that he needs me. On top of that, I’ve had the same thing happening like it did with my friend, when the higher self of her father didn’t leave me alone until I’ve passed on a message he had for him. This time it’s again about a father that’s looking down from heaven and that seems to want us to be part of each others lives and hopes that I can love this person unconditionally. If someone thoughts you can’t argue with a spirit well I did. I didn’t like what he had to tell me, I’ve questioned him and told him that I’m sure he is just part of my imagination, of what my ego wants. As an answer he offered details about his last days on earth and told me to check and find out for myself that it wasn’t just my imagination. Well thanks for that. He also had some messages for me to pass one and I’m still wondering how do to that considering the fact that my relationship with his son is far from being close.
Thank you for reading this, I don’t know how helpful this article was for you but it sure was for me, writing it.
Good luck to me figuring this situation out. Meanwhile, I will keep working on getting myself back, centered and grounded, I will keep cutting cords, using crystals, Reiki and all those things.
Feel loved and spread love! ❤
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March 9, 2017 at 9:09 pm
Friend, this has started happening to me too! Especially the past week or so. Spirits and energies of people who have passed have started interrupting me, and until I communicate those messages, i keep seeing the same images in my head, the same words being spoken, and I have to say something! Has it always been like this for you, or is this new?
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March 9, 2017 at 9:13 pm
Hmmm maybe that’s why I can’t let go of this person, because I haven’t passed the message on yet. This has started happening since my awakening, some months ago. The spirits always tell me they’ve sent me in that person’s life to send the message and help them. What about you, what do you get?
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March 9, 2017 at 9:20 pm
I get the energy before hand, but I don’t know what it is or who it is or who it is for! Then, during the next day or so, a situation will present itself and then im my mind i see a replica of that VERY MOMENT, and I see a shadow either behind the person (means parent or granparents), to the side of the person (left is aunt, cousin, sister, woman) and to the right is male (uncle, brother, cousin, friend, always male), and then beneath, like at their feet, a pet or lost baby or babies coming. It’s hard to describe, but I definitely FEEL the energy first. Then, when i listen to them and whatever they are worried about or scared about, i always get the messages and give them right away. The same message, over and over again, until they validate it…then the next message comes. Like for example, yesterday, a friend and i were texting, and i saw her, with a shadow to her left, and it felt very close, so i asked, did you have an aunt or an older cousin maternal figure pass away recently (becuase it felt like this just happened, like the energy was almost excited, if that makes sense!) and she did. In june, and i had no idea…I said a couple of things that she validated that made plenty of sense, but there was this insistance about an elephant. I don’t know if it’s a stuffed animal or an actual real elephant, but she had no idea. And Spirit kept circling back to the same image. But she had no idea, so she was gonna ask her mom, but still have no idea. So, that happens too!
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March 9, 2017 at 9:24 pm
That is so interesting, thank you for sharing. The way I receive the messages is mostly by hearing them and feeling their energy, just knowing someone is there and who that person is. Like you’ve said, it’s hard to describe the process. I’m still learning about the right ways of passing on a message to people that don’t even believe in these type of things. Any ideas?
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March 9, 2017 at 9:34 pm
When this started for me, Spirit was very clear.
M – “Why is this happening to me? Why ME?”
Spirit – “Because people will believe you. they k now what you have been through, and they’ll know it’s real!”
So, i went through a lot of psychiatric stuff…a lot of suicide attempts, a lot of inpatient hospital stays, and about 8 years ago, I completed a 2 year program (everyday m-f 8am-3pm) and got my self together, changed my life and fought this depression. People know that I’m very aware and in tune with when I’m feeling like that, so they knew, that when this was happening to me and i INSISTED that i wasn’t crazy, they believed me. But also, you know who you are! You’re a lightworker! And the information you give to people, like your friend about her dad, THEY’LL KNOW IT’S REAL! They’ll validate you, and that’s why spirit is so insistent!It’s almost like they need to know that they (you) are believed, if that makes sense.
And I also hear things as well…sometimes it’ll be songs that remind me of things, or I’ll hear about a situation that happened to me before in my life that I can relate to (emotions, ideas, messages). Originally, it was only clairaudience, but now with more meditation and some reiki healing and energy work, my 3rd eye has flown wide open, and now images too!
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March 9, 2017 at 10:19 pm
Thank you so much, I really appreciate your comment, you’ve touched my heart. I shouldn’t doubt my abilities and work with them towards helping the ones in need ❤ It’s still amazing to me how many things are happening on a spiritual level
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March 9, 2017 at 10:22 pm
And hey, if you ever wanna chat a little more in depth, email me… thechroniclesofanonbellymama at gmail dot com. I’ll give you my WhatsApp info. It’s nice to make connections like this… ❤ Keep doing what you're doing friend…we're changing the world!
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March 9, 2017 at 10:23 pm
It would be a pleasure, it’s hard to find people that can relate to similar experiences as I do! Thank you! Have an amazing day ❤
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March 9, 2017 at 10:25 pm
Back atcha friend..hoping to connect soon!
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