I feel empty, I feel weak,
Having no clue what I seek,
I feel like I belong to you,
Time flies by and so do you.
I feel like I’ve missed the chance
To be loved and now I glance
To the choices that I’ve made,
Silly me, what a mistake.
Deep inside I know true love
Loving you, like all above,
Was so hard at times for me
Letting go now cannot be.
It is hard to know I’m one
To feel like this and wind
Through my thoughts and all these feelings:
Guilt, remorse, love and pleadance.
I will always love you, dear,
Gotta let go now, I fear.
Gotta let you live the life
I couldn’t offer you this time.
I’m hurt again and cry
Wondering where did I hide
All my God and what I see
In the present time of being.
I wish I knew this all
Back then, when we were a whole,
Maybe things might have been better
Both of us living together.
But it’s too late now, you see,
I came back with modesty
Looking for the heart I used to know
Now there’s just echo, with dead glow.
I know I’ve asked for much
After breaking all you’ve touched,
After letting you down so long,
Feeling empty, and less strong.
“Goodbye” now you hear,
A word that brings no tear
To your eye that’s all dried out
From the tears you used to hide.
“Goodbye” is the word we’re saying
Both of us, we can’t be blaming
Someone else for where we got,
To this point where we must stop.
Note: I am pretty sure this poem belongs to my Reiki attunement, balancing every aspect of my life and healing everything so there is no point resisting it lol
Feel loved and spread love! ❤️