My life as a lightworker

-find your soul and life will feel so much better-

The joy of dying

Sometimes I wish I could morn like most of the people that I know and actually feel sadness when someone leaves this human world just to be more socially acceptable. But I can't and maybe that's just me. I have... Continue Reading →


The serenity of Christmas Day

The sun is shining, the birds are minding their daily routine of waking me up and waiting for bread crumbs. I look outside and it doesn't feel like Christmas. Where is the snow that I love so much? The same... Continue Reading →


How to master the art of not caring?

How do people manage to stay calm and composed and keep smiling when someone is being mean to them, or if they constantly get criticized and judge or given advice without asking for any? I know I can smile politely... Continue Reading →



This is one of those times again when I'm completely exhausted by the past months; way too many changes took place and way too many "wrong" choices have been made. I somehow choose the longer and rougher path to everything.... Continue Reading →


Where am I? 

Surely not here and not right now because it feels like I'm far, far away and this is not happening. It feels like watching a movie.  It's a movie in which I was in the mountains less than 12 hours... Continue Reading →


Back in 2012

I got up in the middle of the night thinking "Man, that was such a nice dream! I want more!" Somehow I've dreamt that I was in the present time and I've called my mom and she told me that... Continue Reading →


They expect me to…

Be someone else.  Since my awakening (you can read more about it here and here) people have been having saint-like expectations from me, asking for guidance or answers and judging my human flaws. Well lucky for me, I never said I've become a... Continue Reading →


So many soulmates

"You are my soulmate", I've heard this so, so many times during my life . Sometimes it makes me cringe, knowing that I don't feel the same and that it's not accurate. I feel bad hearing it because I know... Continue Reading →


Befriended the stars 

Every now and then I go out for a walk, late at night, when there's only a few people out, the dreamers, just like me. Every walk at night is giving me this feeling of relief; how can I consider... Continue Reading →


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